| Monday, April 14th, 2008 |
| 6:33 pm |
i wish death caused no harm to anybody. in other words. i wish i could die right now and hurt no one. im tired of living. this is scary. and no im not gonna cause harm to myself. but if i died today i would be content |
| Wednesday, March 12th, 2008 |
| 12:32 am |
i just want to love you. is that too much to ask? |
| Wednesday, January 9th, 2008 |
| 4:07 am |
wroamvaick
i miss two people ive been missing them a lot lately. i hope you both are happy in life. i wish i would hear from you. well mostly one of you the other one would take a lot a lot of time and talking. Current Music: hidden lolz |
| Sunday, December 30th, 2007 |
| 2:34 am |
tired but cant sleep. i need to calm down. oh and i dont have a cell phone. so good luck getting a hold of me. |
| Thursday, December 20th, 2007 |
| 10:35 pm |
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| Wednesday, December 5th, 2007 |
| 3:01 pm |
its all about figuring each other out. meeting each others needs and wants with out giving up yourself. do unexpected things and they will love it. watching this grow is amazing. kari and i got a puppy the other night. its a female boxer pit mix. she is adorable. 4 months old. still no name. we both suck at picking names. again. keep your head up. things will get better.... i hope |
| Monday, December 3rd, 2007 |
| 5:48 pm |
Remember what you have when you have it. Because when its gone you wish you would have. It seems like this is breakup time. Which sucks for everyone. Keep your head up. Everything is good as of now and I love it. |
| Sunday, November 18th, 2007 |
| 12:18 pm |
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| Wednesday, October 17th, 2007 |
| 12:29 am |
lost
what happened to independence? what happened to living for great times, making her happy, knowing what you wanted? i hate what ive become. i hate what im doing. im a low life piece of shit and i dont know where to go. i dont know who to turn to. i dont know how to make anything better how to make anything right. i want to do so much but i have nothing. i am nothing. im becoming selfish. you may not see it but i do. i use to not let things get to me, i would laugh and watch them pass. now the littlest things get to me and they stay. laughing in my face as they watch me go down what am i doing? where am i going? what do i want? bad thoughts come in to my mind. things that scare me. i dont want this anymore. i want me back. where have i gone? when will i do great things? when will i make you happy? i use to know myself. now there is an inner battle with a stranger. oh please come back.. oh please come back |
| Tuesday, October 16th, 2007 |
| 5:58 pm |
so i was gonna be a samurai for halloween \but now that the suits are gone from ebay i have no clue what im going to be maybe i can be a streaker... i mean shit it wont cost anything |
| Thursday, October 11th, 2007 |
| 2:34 pm |
i said it and it couldnt of gone better |
| Thursday, October 4th, 2007 |
| 3:16 pm |
is it dumb/sad/bad that im afraid to love? |
| Sunday, September 30th, 2007 |
| 6:08 pm |
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| Wednesday, September 26th, 2007 |
| 12:12 am |
me feeling this way is slowly ruining our relationship. it sucks i trust you but i dont trust him but why the sudden communication between you and him? thats what worries me. i feel like this can last a long time but i have to get out of this groove. its killing me inside and its not gonna be fixed for awhile. i just dont want you to get in the same groove. sometimes i feel im not what you need. |
| Sunday, September 16th, 2007 |
| 3:42 pm |
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| Tuesday, September 11th, 2007 |
| 5:24 pm |
i hope this job works out... i need the money. my girlfriend is so helpful its amazing without her id be so lost... bands going good. still dont know what i want this new song to sound like. i like how the newer sound is more of a slow paced pretty sound instead of fast paced all the time. i wish we could just sound like all the old local bands that i like.... gill gets here tomorrow and im so stoked Current Mood:  anxious |
| Monday, August 27th, 2007 |
| 4:17 pm |
not having a job fucking sucks... someone please help me |
| Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007 |
| 6:36 pm |
dear mattyskins. please dont be like every other musician and bail out on me. when you see this call me por favor. even if you dont want jam just let me know. it would be nice. |
| Monday, May 14th, 2007 |
| 4:17 pm |
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| Thursday, March 22nd, 2007 |
| 2:38 pm |
getting your wisdom teeth pulled really does suck |
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